i’m sure there are times in everyones’ lives in which they feel lost and don’t know what path they should go on.
it’s just funny how life is.
it’s funny how you can feel like you have so many friends and be the center of attention and then the next moment you can feel like you really have no true friends at all.
it’s funny how something you wanted to do for a while didn’t turn out how you thought it would.
it’s funny how you can feel like you’re on top of the world and know exactly what you want in life but then you realize you don’t know anything and you’re not great at anything at all.
i think i’m having a lot of these moments in college. don’t get me wrong, its been great, amazing, fun… but how far did I actually get? have I achieved my ambitions? do I actually know the exact path to get what I want? have I made the right decision in the past couple of weeks?
it’s extremely difficult to be perfect, to be well-rounded, but don’t we all strive to achieve the impossible?
i wasn’t meant for this. i was always too selfish, too self-centered, and not dependent on anyone except for the closest of friends. what was the trade-off though? success, happiness, wealth? but I can’t change who I am in terms of what I want to be anymore, my mindset is carved in stone.
oh well, i’ll just try and keep on figuring out life. ive really enjoyed my freshman year and i should have nothing to complain about, but we all have sacrifices and more ambitions to achieve. we can always improve ourselves.
hehe i’m never one to end on too much of a serious note
happy valentine’s eve guys! (single awareness day for me <3)
and you, you’re really cute. seeing you around sometimes automatically makes my day brighter. haha.